born without clothes
a poem
what remains when my mind is stripped bare
of everything that once felt like it mattered?
when the last of what i own leaks out
through my tears—
i hope god notices i’m empty
and comes to refill me;
like a waiter walking by an empty glass
with a pitcher of water…
what’s left of me
when there is nothing left of me?
i’ve always wondered.
when everything but my body
packs its bags and leaves—
what stays?
the answer isn’t what i wanted it to be
(although, i’m not sure i wanted anything),
but through the blur of my tears—
which streamed from my eyes
like prisoners when security fails—
i saw a spider weaving a web
between a few blades of grass.
and through the storm clouds of my perception—
i couldn’t see what color it was.
i was just curious. nothing else.
i genuinely thought i already posted this one months ago. like, was mandela-effect convinced… but anyway, thank you for reading 🖤
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The poem seemed to be searching for an answer, but what stayed with me was the spider and the curiosity. Sometimes that feels closer than an answer.
I worry about what is left.
I'm not sure I'll like it.